Karma?

Turns out I'm quite ill!! ... Nothing life threatening (at the moment) but it's something that is incurable and has the potential to become quite nasty. I have an autoimmune illness. For now it's mucking about with my thyroid, which means (most importantly) that my weight fluctuates GREATLY. I lost half a stone in one week but I also put it back on in 4 days then lose it again .. It's so annoying

So the implications are that I have zero chance of ever having sex again as I'm so unbelievably fat! We all know how shallow men are and that they would rather shag an ugly bag of bones than a prettyish fat woman

Oh well ... Just carry on as normal then I suppose lol. No one wanted me when I was slimmer so no change there. Get on with my life as best I can ... Just me and Lucy. I intend to go massively over drawn this year so we can do loads of exciting stuff

Who knows .. I might not even be here next year, or I might not be able to physically do much.

Happy days! lol